RealityIsCruel.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
todae i went to school with a heavy heart which i myself dont know whats bothering me. my brain seems to be empty, my heart seems bothered by something. i was late for morning class which was supposed to start at 9am. the moment i got into class, my teacher asked me what happened and why i seem abit moody todae. at that point of time i dont know what to reply him and so i returned him a smile and said its nothing. suddenly i feel that i am a person who is not able to hide his/her feelings from the people around. D:
hais, lessons resumed as per normal and i seems to be still wandering in my lalaland. at least going to school helps make me feel better ba. with my classmates and buddies in the class joking and crapping all day long, i will be able smile more. (:
sometimes my friends share with me about their relationship problems, this and that. i manage to give them advices, persuade them, comfort them as a friend. there are times when they bring up topics that will remind me of memories which aint that pleasant and maybe memories that i havent totally forget about. i will oso be at loss of words to tell them what is the best way to solve their doubts and problems. i may seem to know how to talk people round but i feel that if i were really in their shoes, i may not be able to do the best way out. hais i shall not continue to write anymore emotional happenings le ba.. Thats all for today's chapter! =]
goodnights peeple~
national day round the corner also. ^0^
